sinasabi ko na nga ba eh...

Hinde ito viewable sa firefox.  At nawala ako ng matagal n panahon.  And I'm back.

Anyways, I have a very busy week ahead of me so my ass needs a jumpstart.  Literally.  Sounds like fun.

NOT.

It's just one of those times when I try to look at my wallet and all I found is this:

[warning: Philippine Peso, but that bill is aleardy phased out. XD]

Oy.  I just have that utter feeling I'm gonna fail this semester, and thus something bad's gonna happen.  Like them pulling me out of college and like whoa, my dreams are gone. 

They're serious, and I'm telling you here, they're pullling me out of UP once I fail this sem.  Like what the hell.  I'm mad, but I lack this ability to burst out all the way to Pluto (even it's not a planet, dammit!) because I'm too tired.

Ha. Pity me.

Once again, Eternal Damnation.

...that

will I be able to be that person everybody expects me to be?

will I still be accepted by my friends even though I act different nowadays?

will my family accept that in a way, I became different from the rest of the co-generation clan members?

...because I think these people...have never accepted me in the first place.

have they?

(on note: I do write short entries nowadays, even I want to burst out my feelings, I dunno why I tend to express things in short words...)

When morning dawns
the daily lives we knew will dissapear
that's why I burn this image
of lives we knew so well
I sear this everlasting mark onto me
I'll just keep breathing normally
I won't cry
Why is it necessary to cry?

Just read this poem someplace.  It was from a manga entitled "Hybrid Child".  Just got inspired for it... oh yeah, I haven't finished it yet:

This is the time when I find everything appears to be so despicable...

Karma's the only real bitch I've known.